what grade do i think im getting in english

I believe that i will be getting an "f-" t, I my post were deleted and I don't know what to do. My blog may be a spam blog so now all of my work will never be graded and it never was graded. i had 16 post and 14 was deleted. i am so pissed off right now that i am just finding out you have never read any of my post before friday. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(] AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! i am so pissed off now i have to do it all over again.